Keith mentioned that since I don't have much to do, I clean more to keep me busy. He said "Our room is so clean all the time! Remember when we were in Florida and our room was always messy?" It's because we had so much fun that we didn't have time to clean! I miss that messy apartment. haha. Also, the fact that I clean so much proves just how bored I am. (Ask my mom about my bedroom growing up. I'm not one to clean.)
By the way: PEOPLE OF PROVO! I've been here for almost 5 months. Come visit me, dangit! Help me cure my boredom!
After this week, if I don't have a job at Hobby Lobby, then I will be on the hunt again for a job. I need my own life back!
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so.. i was just talking to my husband about how i don't have any friends. kinda depressing.. but lets hang out and be better friends and we can cure each others problems :)!!!
me too... i talk to my husband all the time about how depressing it is that I cant just call someone and see if they want to go to target or something. I also went through a HUGE depressive stage. i felt completely useless... i had no job, we were just scraping by and i actually got so deep in it that i couldnt even get myself to clean anymore which made me feel even MORE useless. I have been there, its terrible and i hated it. =/ If you need a job, my work is still hiring although i know its in american fork. I hate winter, it just makes everything worse.
Boy do I know the feeling. Certainly if my house was spotless, it would mean things werent going well. As long as its messy, I am usually happily too busy to clean it up.
I wish I could have seen you before we moved to Logan. It seemed like right when you moved in, we were moving out :(. I know what you mean though. Just hang in there. I think life in general goes in its ups and downs...especially when there are BIG changes! Y'all just did a BIG OL' MOVE and physically and emotionally you're still adjusting. I think overall, give yourself a break and let yourself feel the lose of moving but also the excitement of what lies ahead...even if it doesn't feel like much right now. Also, I just wanted to say I like your projects! Good luck in Provo. Lots of love! :)
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